moved.

2007-08-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, please relink me at http://www.yetanotherstep.blogspot.com/
Thanks (:

P.S. Im gonna keep this blog though.
Just because there's a whole lot of memories.
<3

love lost.

2007-08-18T10:49:00.000+08:00

There's so much on my mind right now, all the memories keep flooding back to haunt me. It hurts so bad, worse than I expected. Ive never felt so lost and afraid. Im sorry, I just cant bring myself to do what i have to.

and I cannot accept this lifetime of regret.

Do not forsake me Lord.

"You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them."

2007-08-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

There's nothing good about goodbye;

but we've taken a leap of faith and Im moving on to a fresh new start.

Here's to two wonderful years(:

The difference in your eyes

2007-08-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Im tired too.

A proper update some other time.<3

2007-08-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

KJ finally approved of my sculpture, so its time to start work. It so annoying how he dismisses the fact that we basically only have 2 school days to complete it. Pffft.

I managed to finish the shopfront design in school! I think it looks silly though. I made Josh duhamel my shopkeeper. hahaha. Now to print and mount first thing tomorro morning. But there's always so much more to do. I feel so accomplished though. Would you believe that i was cutting the boards at coffee bean yesterday? LOL. Went to town after school with mandark, nuo, issac and kevin. Theyre my motivation to do work! hahha. I shall no longer slack.

Paperpulp!

2007-07-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

Gooeygooey!

Haha. Making it yst was fun. The rest of the stuff was boring. I didnt even use it in the end for the sculpture though. I think wire is my worst material. Bahh. The end result was.. crap. really. or rather, as KJ put it, "amateurish". But not like his feedback matters much anyway. I realised that the class is forced to compromise on their own creativity to do what he 'approves' of. Namely, abstract sculptures; which i dont really have a flair for. All for a grade. But i guess thats how it is. Adapt or fall behind.

Anw, i still have no idea on what to do for my final sculpture. Help!

This is love! haha.

2007-07-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

Whoo. I did a DIY hair dye in the evening and now my hair's light brown. I'd still like more prominent highlights though.

Clay again today. But im so glad we're moving on to other stuff tomorro.

Oh erm, starbuckers. hahah. Look at manda's expression! AND, there's Issac with my laptop writing the entry on my blog. We were slacking at Jupiter Cafe after class.

Not-so-no-eyes-nuo!

This is a very stressed Amanda who just realised that she didnt save her work.

*panic!*

I wanna watch a movieeeee. Okay. journal now.

P.S. Issac's labels are really pure nonsense! And, you can totally tell that nuo did her link! hahaa! :D Always with the smiley! :D :D :D

izak here

2007-07-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

hello guys! i'm sarah's friend izaK!

we're chilling now at JUPITER CAFE woohoo fun sia...

amanda says wassup!( act cool )

we are the starbucks gang+ying nuo because ying nuo doesn't like starbucks... hahaha... but we make her honorary member lah... hehe... ying nuo is the No Eye Queen... amanda is the Heck Care Queen(who likes to act cute)... sarah is the Thick Lips Queen~! Robin and I are the Pimple Kings...

i am currently trying to prevent amanda from buying hotdog... :D i saves the world from FATS!

ying nuo likes to bully me, she just took a compromising photo of me, i feel violated! Must be because i always say she got no eyes...

ying nuo is cheapskate! she like one dollar bubble tea.... :D

i shall say something good about ying nuo cuz she say i say alot of bad things about her, well, though she got no eyes she is really very pretty, she's like the female version of RAIN! hahaha... she is a RAVISHING beauty and she has alot of admirers... hahaha...

Robin is sick today... :( poor him...

HULLO HULLO, so now i'm signing out... please enjoy sarah's blog as much as i enjoyed it! :D

-xxx izak xxx-

2007-07-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

We're rubbish sculptors, so dont you complain about the messy studio.

We're just being creative! (:

2007-07-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

OMG. Rach took this picture of the poster that's in SJC currently. hahahah. WILLYOUTAKEALOOKATMYFACE.

But Hey. It was grad night okay! Heh. I think i spot my other classmates at the bottom of the picture.

Anw, we handled clay in 3D Art Fundementals today. KJ said "today we'll be doing clay, and tomorro, we're doing rubbish!" LOL. Literally! As in a sculpture of junk la. But before that there was the superrr long lecture cos at 12.30, he said "okay, we'll start the clay exersise at 2" Pffttt. One and a half hours. It felt like eternity.

So we were given two lumps of clay and a blindfold; and were told to mould one without being able to see. The point of this was to trust our sense of touch; but unfortunately, my hands arent very trustworthy. I didnt know what to do blindfolded, so i ended up just making balls of clay. Then i piled it on top of each other and presto! snowman! hhahahah. But when i finally looked at it, it was total crap lah. No, im serious. I dont think the other sclupture redeemed myself either.

Alrights, sleep calls. Lesson at 12 tomorro!

2007-07-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

Gosh. Im so proud of myself, im finally keeping my blog alive.

Alrights, i realised that i forgot to post this picture the day before. Issac found this view thats really pretty when we were all walking back from starbucks! Then i took it while crossing the road. hahah. <3

I reallly reaaaallly want to read the Harry Potter and the Deathly hallows! Oh, and i confess to sneaking a peak at the last chapter. Im such a spoiler):

2007-07-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

If you go now, I'll understand
If you stay, hey, I've got a plan
We're gonna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple of lines

Sighh, I really love this song.

Anyway, I just came back from Laura's place. Liena, Atikah, Hasif, Harry and I were treated to frickin gormet dinner; salad, shepard's pie, stew, cake with ice cream and all the works. And boy, this girl can cook. haha. so THANK YOU, OH CRAZY ONE!

Then after dinner we all had a blast playing silly games and i laughed so hard. Ohh. such fun(: Yay. Tomorro school starts at 12(:(: New block.

2007-07-22T13:40:00.000+08:00

2007-07-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

IM SO FLIPPIN' HAPPY TODAY.

Haha. This block is so over, and, Whoo! after submission we finally visted Syaf at work! Love love love Starbucks put together with my classmates! (espicially when they're such camwhores. hahahah. but I still love you guys.)

Here we are sitting like idiots on the curb of the Fullerton hotel. Waiting for YT, Lays and Zhiying.

Oh yes, we took a cab there! Traveling in comfort puts me in a real good mood.

Anyway, These pics were taken by Nuo's special lens camera. And its super duper cool lah. I want one tooo! The only thing is that you gotta buy film cos its not digital.

Im so squished in this pic and Syaf's so far away. haha. Totally candid.

Lunching!

Next block starts on monday!

2007-07-16T23:44:00.001+08:00

I just want to bring you down so badly.

In the worse way.

2007-07-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Im in school now, in HistGD class. Boredd as helll.
Think i shall play some games. haha.
Byeee yall!

2007-07-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really wanna shove the idiots on the bus that dont move to the back. Inconsiderate monkeys. How can they possibly stand in the middle of the bus when people are struggling to board it? They just have their expensive MP3s plugged in and staring at god knows what. Its like they're totally oblivious to the exsperated crowd stuck at the entrance; along with that part of the bus threatening to give way under their weight.

AND im talking about the working class. Futhermore, the person behind the guy that's holding up the bus usually has that "what-can-i-do?-im-stuck-here-too" look plastered on her heavily made-up face. Which makes her just as bad, or maybe she doesnt have much common sense to move past the him.

It gets so bad that some buses even play this announcent, "Ladies and gentlemen, to avoid delay in getting to your destination, please move to the rear"; in english, chinese and malay.
So seriously, do Singaporeans really lack the basic initiative? That such trivial matters can cause a problem. But the funny thing is, these people actually obey the commands. LOL.

I reeally hate standing in a crowded bus. Espicially when i have so many stuff to carry, eg, not a very lightweight laptop, A3 folders, etc. haha. Just today i kept stumbling into people everytime the busdriver stepped on the brake. So embaressing lah. I dont think i have very good balance.

Oh well. Final lecture for History of graphic design tomorro! or rather, later this morning. I shall bring my laptop again to occupy my time. Bye!

2007-07-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

This hurts so bad.

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
Its the better thing to do,
Its time to surrender,
Its been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces dont fit anymore, Pieces dont fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
Thats breaking my skin.
Well i'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage thats done.
But I show how Im feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I dont know why.
I dont know why.

2007-07-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

Deviantart has the prettiest photos. They're always so expressive.<3

Okay, so im procrastinating again, putting off my work. I feel so guilty, slacking so much; unlike all my hardworking classmates ): haha.

Motivation please!

2007-07-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO. Today's nuo's sexy seventeenth!

So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGNUO!

We threw a suprise party for her! And she didnt suspect a thing. Wow, we're good. I kept the cake under my table and she couldt even see it though she was so close by. haha. It was so funny cos the whole class knew about the suprise except her. She thought no one knew lah.

Here's the birthday girl stuffed with cake!

Yayyy! I love suprises. The look of someone's face is totally priceless, and it really makes you feel good that youve made someone happy. But its even better when its for you.

I like my class. We're can be so united. hahah. More pictures later yo.

2007-07-08T02:31:00.000+08:00

Oh boy. 50 sketches.

4 down,

46 more to go.

Already im running out of ideas):

2007-07-06T10:25:00.000+08:00

hello blogger, im at home procrastinating, putting off the freaking fifty sketches due on tues; and charles is at work.

I just realised that drawing essentials are only three times a week! on tues, weds and thurs. HAH. so i get an ultra long weekend if i dont have hisGD too. like today!

But that rarely happens lah.

Oh yes. speaking of school; ohhmyyyygossshhhhh;
I heard that my picture is up on SJC's canteen. Me. 2006 Prom night. Hugging cherry (my form teacher). With the word 'LOVE' sprawled across the bottom. Dont start with the awwww. it was graduation okay. And of course, it just had to be HUGE.

LOL. ok, im done ranting. ciao.

2007-07-04T11:02:00.000+08:00

Will someone please unclog my nose? I can hardly breathe. And its horrible. My lousy throat's on fire too. Well, at least im not in school today. Barely made it through yesterday, cos i was so drowsy.

Okay, yes i know, late update, but here's what ive been doing last week. This stupid assignment kept me up the whole night dotting. Yep. Dots and more dotzzzzzz. Go on, click on it. LOL. we were supposed to draw a pair of sneakers, A3 size, using only dots with a 0.2 pen. AND @%#!&@*&%#%@!! It is SO not easy. I couldnt even draw the laces properly. pffffft. But its still not complete cos she said that i had to add more dots to make it darker. Sighh. im still so anti-dot right now.

Need to catch up on alot of work. I need to re-do my still life sketches, re-draw hands and feet (not as simple as it sounds by the way) and comeplete the silly HISTGD jounal, which i am way, way behind in. ARGH. It keeps piling up and never stops.
Helppppp):

2007-06-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

Alright, its back to school again. And this time, there wont be anymore month long holiday till december. ): 3 more blocks till next sem. At least no COMDI this month, and the 2 subs are really awesome. (hah! kidding. im just psychoing myself).

One of my lecturer has a ponytail. Yup, HE really has one. haha. But he's nice. And my other lecturer.. she's... Well, lets just say that she's one person you wouldnt want to piss off. Seriously.

Anw, Im so happy for Charles. He's got a new job! (: And the Pay is not too bad at all. SO. its school for me and work for him. To a brighter future, here we come! hahahha. okay, lame.

ohwell. Bye! More research calls.
p.s. Anyone that gives homework on the first day of school of a new sub shoud be sued

2007-06-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

Haha, okay Ive been watching stupid videos, but this is soo funny.

SHE"S SO ADORABLE RIGHT> whaateverrrr! She's got the best 'whatever' on earth. LOL

It just like a reaaal emo kid. haha. But seriously, this whole 'emo' thing is so overrated. I mean, there's even a style to it? Come onnn!

2007-06-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Fantastic Four is superrr! I usually dont like comic-like movies (eg, spiderman) but this one is really not too bad at all cos of the laugh-out-loud humour.

The only set back is that the storyline's a teenyweeny bit.. lame. And I wish that the silver surfer had a real body. He'd be so hot; alien and all. Oops. Alright, i dont want to be a spoiler cos i still think that its worth watching.

P.S. The word 'hot' doesnt come close to describing Jessica Alba

2007-06-16T03:02:00.000+08:00

It says it all.

2007-06-14T02:45:00.000+08:00

You just have to love this song

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

Ive got a bad habit of listening to sad songs when im sad. Then I'll feel even worse.I keep playing them over and over again. Some one stop me please.

Im really not that strong ):

2007-06-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

Night fishing, again! This time, at Sembawang park with charles, raphael, ner and the rest.

Charles and I built this little campfire. AND we even had a cook-out. How cool is that!

This is ohhh sooo warm, soft and chewy on the inside.

Look up. Its morning(:

My body clock is so screwed right now cos i spent the whole day sleeping after that.

OH @!*&!$*!#@$#8#65#!@$#%#
I just remembered I have to redo my sketch book ):

2007-06-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Went out with my gfs today; and it was fun. Felt good catching up and filling in on gossips like how we used to in secondary school. Good times. And! i could finally shop with the people i love shopping with.

Cos the last thing girls should ever do is shop with their boyfriends. You see, the poor boy, always trying to seem enthusiastic about his situation, will be left following her around the shop and trying to, erm, give her advice based on.. his so called taste. Which doesnt turn out very well. But this usually happens only when a couple first start dating.

Then the boy will probaby give up trying to be nice and ends up waiting outside, patience running short. (This is when their relationship's already progressed)

And lastly, when the relationship's in the much later stage, the girl wont ever want to shop when her boyfriend's around because he'll most likely lose his temper if the girl pops into a shop for a look-see. Because, to a male mind, when there is an objecive to be completed, (lets say, the girl says she wants to buy a bag today), there must not, i repeat, MUST NOT be any detours, (like looking at a top that catches her eye).
Even though she may neverrrrrrrr see it again ): But they dont understand that, do they.

Oh well. Just remember that girlfriends are the best for shopping!

Read a sappy love story.

2007-06-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

He comes into her room while she's still asleep. He sets down his bag and creeps softly across the room. He looks at her lovingly. Sensing his presence, she stirrs and wakes. But with morning breath and crusty eyes, she turns away. But he gently strokes her hair and says "hey, you look beautiful."

Wow. Imagine waking up every single morning and having this wonderful feeling that youre gorgeous. Wouldnt it be a awesome start to the day? I think its absoutely lovely. Everyone should be blessed with this.

Okay, I used 'sexymornings' because the address 'beautifulmornings' is taken. So sue me.
haha. I hope i can keep this blog alive. I shall not be lazy anymoreee. bye!

2007-06-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

Airbrush love.

2007-06-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY'S NIGHT CYCLING WAS AWESOMEEEEE!
hahah. Dont think ive laughed that much in a while. Went with Laura, Kaysee, Hasif and Harry. We cycled to Changi village, stuffed ourselves with great food, then back to Downtown east for icecream and then to Pasir ris park. Went totally crazy there. hahha. Im laughing just thinking about it. And ohmygosh they're such a fun bunch.

Anyway, i think im ready for the third block of school! Bring it on, sleepless nights and plies of work. This time, i'll be prepared! (optimisim is a good!)

hah. who am i kidding.

2007-06-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

I love the colour of my new blog, dont you? (:

Anyway, went night fishing at changi!

Sunrise yo.

2007-05-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

Everyone please cheer, Hols are here again! haha. i only just started school a month ago. But i think everyone i know at school deserve this, considering the fact that we've been working our ass off trying to meet deadlines and such. Now we can all go out without worrying about the assignments (:

Oh, I've been meaning to say this. (this is for you charles!) Yes, i know; its full of day to day mundane things. But most of the time im really too lazy to write entries with real substance. I mean, all the time and effort that goes into thinking and chruning out essays goes into the ones i actually have to submit for school. haha. So there's no point in loggin in and staring at the 'create post' page trying to conjure up something to write about. I think that one should only write about deabatable issues only if there is a need to express one's point of view. So much so that one has to really sit down and think about it.

Whew! see, i actually put in effort to write that parahgraph! haha.

Okay now im tired. bye!

p.s. Bridge of tarabithia is a terrible waste of time.
Dumb kid's imagination.

2007-05-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

Two more long weeks till the hols again! cantwaitcantwait!

I never thought that poly life could be so stressful. They keep piling us with so much work. Even before we submit project 1, they start briefing us on project 2; which always happen to be harder. Right now ive got two assignments due on monday and one on thursday.

Oh, final project's coming up real soon ): and

just when i finally get to sleep my eyebags off.

The good thing though, i dont have to study for any exams whatsoever.

AND last friday was the presentation for one of my subject, communication design information. Of course, i had to go screw it up. I mean, i was the only one without a powerpoint presentation; you get the picture. But i think i got a C.

I totally indulged and went on a shopping spree today. Feeling so guilty now. Oh well, at least ive got lots of nice new stuff. haha.

Right, i'd better get cracking on those assignments;
say goodbye to sleep.

2007-05-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

Yay. I finally finished ALL my essays! yayayayayyayyyy. Too bad its only the first draft ): I dont quite like COMDI. Its way too much work. Its basically research, write essays, present; Research, write more essays, present. Oh well, next on my to-do list is my ideation project. So, more work for me now.

Gosh. its only the first week and i really want holidays to come back. 28th may, hurry quick! then I'll have a month holiday again. haha.

Anyway, Laura sent me the photos we took last tuesday. haha. i miss Johnny Oreo!

Here's like 1/4 of the group,

and Laura, me and Kayseeeeee!

okay, byee. Gotta draw.

2007-05-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ohmygosh. Its only the first week and im feeling super stressed. There's simply so much work to do that i only managed to get 4 hours of sleep the past few nights. Im so so tired. I never did think they would pile such heavy stuff. And next week's gonna be worse cos thats when all my assignments are due. Im gonna be a freaking zombie when im awake man.

Oh, can you believe that i came to school more than half an hour late cos the buses were too full? I missed up to 4 buses cos didnt even stop, an even if they did, i doubt i could have boarded it.

PLUS, I still have to go to school tomorro. On a frickin saturday! I need my sleeeeeeeep. Bummer. Alright, I have to get back to more research ):

2007-04-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hey all. Tomorro is officially the first day of school for me! Orientation's been greaaat so i cant wait for classes to begin. Hopefully it'll be as fun as i anticipate it to be. haha.

Anyway, after church, went for charles birthday lunch with his family at this really really nice japanese restaurant. Its called Waraku i think(serves super yummy food) Althought his actual bithday isnt till tues. Oh, dont you think its so funny that it falls on labour day? LOL.

Alright, sleep calls. bye!

2007-04-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! Im back from camp, been super busy to blog. No wait, just lazy. Anyway, it was superrr fun, had the time of my life there. Cheered loads of silly cheers like crazy. I totally love my group OREO. You people rock!

Here's a bunch of photos i found.

2007-04-14T11:32:00.000+08:00

We went ice skating! on er, wednesday i think. And it was cool, literally. I loved loved loved it. I think the only thing that went wrong was the colour of my gloves that charles bought. haha.

2007-04-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

School starts next week. cant wait!

Oh yes, Grace and Mandy are working at Ben and Jerry's too! Can you say yay?

2007-04-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey all. Ive been indulging in my freedom. Basically just bumming around, cos i havent been working for about a week. Boy, does it feel good. Im gonna miss sleeping in when school starts.

Oh, Speaking of sleeping, grace and min were over for a sleepover a few nights ago. Yes, yes, I still do stuff like that. and yes, we wore pyjamas. haha. i love such simple pleasures.

Well, spent whole of today at Charles' MRM retreat/orentation thing. It was fun, in a way, with games and such. And im sure everyone learnt a little something from him.

Here's to all new MRM members, Cheers!

2007-03-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

Oh wow. I got into visual communication at Temasek poly! Im Superrrrrr happy (: And first choice too (:(: Actually, thank goodness i didnt get the other courses i applied for cos they were 'i-dont-know-what-this-course-is-about-but-im-just-gonna-put-it-down-cos-it-sounds-fun' kind of thing. Well, maybe except mass comm.

Now i wonder how its gonna be like if i got posted there instead. I like mass com too. Maybe i made a mistake. Maybe the excitment will blow over and regret sets in. Maybe i should have gone to a JC. GOSH. Paraniod much. Im sure im not the only one.

Anw, the good news is that Grace i gonna be in TP too! though she's in a business course.

Okay, Im getting too sleepy to type. Everyone go watch Just Follow Law. Funny shit.

He's cheeky, and he knows it.

2007-02-23T02:07:00.002+08:00

How I spent Valentine's day!

2007-02-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

Oh no. I'm getting too lazy to blog.

I think im just updating for the sake of it.

Oh well, it was great anyhow (:

So its back to work tomorro, haven't gone for more than a week already. Oh, and I really hope I'll get into TP! Im crossing my fingers.

p.s. Chinese new year goodies are such sin.

2007-02-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, results were released two days ago and im so so happy to say that it turned out pretty alright (:

Oh, what the heck, I just wanna scream. haahaahhaha. Somebody pinch me.

2007-02-08T12:37:00.002+08:00

This is soooo funny. hahahah!

See merissa? Can you believe the last part?!

Ahahhahaha. what concidence.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-02-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

Results are released in 3 freaking days! OH NO.

I seriously dont know what to expect ):

2007-02-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hello world. Its my last night here at my old house before we officially move into the new one. Half my stuff are already there though. Imagine how hectic its gonna be tomorro when the movers come and everything. Gotta wake up early tooooo. *groans*

Anyway, I brought pepper for her walk around this area for the last time, let her enjoy it before we move into a smaller space. Im positive she'll go crazy with only four walls; So i resolve to walk her wayyyyy more often.

Pay day coming sooon! cant wait! Gotta meet up with girlfriends asap man. so much to talk about.
Update again when im all settled in (:

2007-01-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Well, its been a month since i last blogged huh. Actually, the previous post was from last year. haha. Been so freaking busy with work, although no complaints there, but this whole moving house thing is seriously tiring me out. Yep, im finally moving. Well, in less about 5 days' time. Its so weird to be leaving this house that we have been calling home for the past six years or so. Im really really gonna miss it when i move ): No more frequent BBQs and parties, no more rollerblading/cycling just outside the gate. But one thing im not gonna miss for sure are the damm creepy crawlies. Picture huge flying beetles and fat lizards. Urgh. And long walks in under the scorching sun after school. Oh how i dreaded that.

Spent the past week (other then working), painting the new house, packing and forcing myself to throw away things that i really dont need, but cant help keeping just for the sake of it. My new room is reaaaally small and unfortunately there's a lack of storage space. So im doing my best to bring as little things there as possible. (its not working out though) Im really horrible at throwing things out. I keep and keep stuff till my room is full of junk. Then someone would have to come in and get rid of my stuff for me. Namely, Charles. haha.

Anyway, He's going away for camp till friday cos of his new job as a camp instructor ): But its fun+$$ for him, so i guess he'll love it. So its back to work for me tomorro, im doing full shift. Its so fun working with my fellow Ben and Jerry collegues.

The only thing now is that results are coming out soon. *Groans*
Im so not looking forward to that.

The reason why I love the month of December

2006-12-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

Because its Christmas (:
The most wonderful time of the year.

Pretty Liza!

After Christmas was the trip to Genting with Charles, Nick, Nerissa, raphael and his family! And boy, was it fun! Too bad it rained and we couldnt got to the theme park; but other then that, I had a blast. I'll just let my photos do the talking. wheeeeeeee!

Love the farris wheel!

Goofing around at the hotel. haha.

Round and round it goes. Where it stops, nobody knows.

We won the BIG prize! Biggest shock of my life.

Archery! (:

2006-12-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

Today was super fun, spent the whole day shopping with Nerissa!
Our first stop was the ICA building to update my passport photo. I finally did it today after putting it off for so long. Then to Bugis and Far east plaza! ahh, i love shopping with nerissa, she's such fun. haha. Bought loads of stuff and now my bank accunt balance is so depressing. Hello Boss of mine, I need my pay badly cos I dont think I'll survive till January.

Yay! The guys are coming home tomorro! Christmas will be here in 4 days! Time to panic, and join the mad rush of people doing last minute shopping. Oh no.

2006-12-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Jia brought me to dye my hair today! For a really good price too. It looks pretty okay i guess. Anyway, we had like a renuion yesterday. The primary school clique was almost complete, only jolie was missing. (again). So, it was Youying, Jiaying, Grace, Jean and her boyfriend; plus Charles and I, hanging out at Vivo city. we ate, shopped and talked and talked. It felt really good to meet up with all of them, reminiscing about the past and going like "remember the time when.." or "I miss doing.." I cant wait to upload the pictures we took. we're totally going back to OLGC when it opens.

One and a half days left!
hurry home charles ):

2006-12-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

How time flies when there's something to do everyday. I finally had my sixteenth birthday! It was alright i guess. I wanna thank all the sweethearts who remembered, espicially charles for everything that he did.

Anyway, I had a blast at Raphael's chalet. Think sand, poker, Dvds, bbqs and a hanging out with a bunch of really fun people. wheeee!

I tried taking a picture with my phone using the sequence thing cos it was quite a long message. but as you can see, it didnt quite work out.

Oh, we buried Charles in the sand and gave him 'boobs'. One side was much bigger than the other. haha. He's gonna kill me for this pic.

The left side is cracked. hah.

Love the view here (:

And a BIG thank you to yying and Jia for planning the party on friday and espicially for the suprise! shocked much! I definately have to give credit to jia for baking this cake for me(: I love you all!

You step up, I'll step up too

2006-12-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Went to watch a movie on sunday with charles! Such fun. We got really high after watching step up and charles kept dancing in the middle of the street. I swear, this boy does not know the meaning of embaressment. The movie was greaaat. haha. Alright, gotta work again tomorro. Cant wait to get my pay and do some much needed christmas shopping!

2006-11-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

Heya. Today was my second day of work at Ben and Jerry's! Im smelling of Ice creaaam the whole day. The people im working with are super nice. Lucky me. There's so many things that i have to know and its a wonder how the rest of them remember all of it. But im having a fun time at work and learning new stuff. I finally got to handle the ice cream today cos i got the typhoid shot in the morning. Sure, it was like an ant bite, but my whole arm got weak and now it hurts like hell to lift it past my head. haha.

Anyway, Grace, huimin and I went to escape on tuesday. Partly because it only cost 6 dollars and also cos i wanted to visit charles at work. haha. The bad news was that he got to do the haunted house that day and the fact that he adores scaring the daylights out of people goes without saying. And so, being talked into going to the haunted house, he lied to us that he had to be a guide inside and put on this super freaky suit; mask and all the works. Min and Grace got scared shit and wouldnt let go of our guide. The damm suit that charles had on was the kind that would make your hair stand just by looking at it. Plus, he kept scaring us over and over again. And even i got freaked out even though i knew it was him. lol. I swear, im never stepping into that haunted house again.

okay, gotta sleep early cos of work tomorro morning. Drop by ben and jerry's when you're at downtown east yeah. Ice cream rocks!

2006-11-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

That's the look of freedom my friends!

Prom

2006-11-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

okay, all the excitement is over): Cant believe that prom is over already. I guess it was alright la. The dressing up was fun cos min and i went over to Grace's house in the afternoon to get ready, and of course the taking of hundreds of photos.

Oh, and espicially the teachers' performance! now that was hilarious. (think them in really bad uniforms) Just the way they look was so funny.

Here's a few more pictures:

Huimin!

Grace!

Girlfriends!

And of course, Prom queen Carla! I look so short next to her! sigh.

Im gonna miss Mrs lim!

Vanessa!

Clara!

Natasha!

and Mersa!

My photos are so dark. and terribly taken. So im still wating for the other pictures. I actually dyed my hair on the day itself, but the colour's not showing in the pictures; actually, neither is it showing now. hmmph. No one at our table won the lucky draw, but the one next to us was like screaming so often cos they had wining numbers. Actually, they called Grace's number but she disappeared somewhere when it was called and we coulndt find her ticket. Talk about being at the wrong place at the wrong time. And things after prom didnt turn out the way i expected ):

Anyway, Im so freaking bored at home. Charles is working and im still trying to get a job, which is really not easy since im only 15, well, untill the 13th of december. Its like i waited so long for the whole year to pass before i turn a year older, and poof, the month after that, huimin is yet another year older than me. hah. But this December should be worth waiting for. I'll finally have my sweet sixteen, christmas, and so much more.

Im counting down the days!

2006-11-21T09:12:00.000+08:00

YAYYY! O's ARE OVER!

PROM IS TONIGHT,

LIFE IS ALL GOOOD.

sorry, i just had to gloat :)

2006-10-20T09:59:00.000+08:00

I think i screwed up my science pratical ):

2006-10-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I finally graduated! Its been 4 years already, how time flies, espicially this year. There was a farewell ceremony/prayer service for all the graduating classes last friday. Everyone was so sad; when the 'IJ sprit' song played, the feeling was so high and everyone sang it really loudly. It finally dawned on me that my secondary school life was as good as over. but in a good way. It seems like we were just falling asleep in class yesterday, doing last minute work and filling in on juicy gossips. oh how we complained.

no more hanging out with nat and keren before assembly in the morning. they were always there early, just like me. and us rebelling aginst the rebels with merissa. LOL. no more going to the toilet every morning with keren, talking, fixing our hair and dragging ourselves upstairs to our lockers. No more rushing down for recess and queing up with the pushing crowd. I think I'll even miss the food that we've been complaining about. no more gossiping with girlfriends in class, and trying to keep each other awake. oh well. those were the good times. more photos up later.

Time to move on. the next step's gonna be exciting.

Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

2006-10-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I last updated. Blame that on not having enough time in one day. There's really so much to do. Plus, its down to 23 days till the first written paper! ):

Oh, and here's why life is so miserable now:

I have mountains of overdued homework (thats been piling up for 3 weeks)
I dropped my phone. and now i cant see anything on it cos the screen is blank. so i have to use this ancient, bulky phone.
i cant seen to find something very important ):
plus, maths is still a near impossible task.

oh well. next monday marks the start of the last week of school. officially. haha. and friday ends at 10 am. yay!

2006-09-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

Last saturday was Feast day! but it was a little boring in the beginning, (just like last year) but i guess the later part that made up for it. Alright.. pictures (:

thats my pretty flowers. haha!

Nerissa!

jas and alex.

bridget, charles and me.

when everyone left.

tired us + flash = disaster picture. hahha.

I wonder why the picture's red when there's no flash. and i wonder why are we keep using the same pose. hahhaa. now the 2 pictures look identical.

oh, i cant wait till the end of Os. In excatly 51 days, we'll get to taste freedom again. and we're already making plans for that long awaited monday. NOTE: 20TH NOVEMBER. see ya then!

2006-09-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

okay. cant really update these days, With PPP (post prelim program) going on and whatnot. oh, and we're back to moving tables and chairs in the hall. like everyday, so we can all sit and sweat like pigs in the stuffy hall, doing papers after papers. they say practice makes perfect, but whats the use of practicing if you dont know how to do them in the first place? haha. plus, dismissal times are all extended.

oh. I officially only have about 49 days left till Os. and im not counting practicals. ahhh. im so unprepared.
oh well.

2006-09-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

Damm. i just ate and now i cant sleep, and its about 1 am in the morning. which means that me and charles' 13 month anniversay. yay! (: hahha. ANYWAY, Went to watch the play, forbidden city at the esplanade (it was a school thing) and it ended quite late, around 10.45 or so. but hell, it was good. haha. it started off kinda slow, but after the interval, it was quite, correction, very interesting. the whole cast was really good, espicially the way the choreagraphy was done. Anyway, pictures!

ta-dah, behold, the interior of the 'durian'. hahha

Totally amazing inside. though our seats were a little too high for my liking. (we were at the highest floor). I felt as though the floor was sloping downwards and that i was going to fall over. and its a long, long way down. lol. go on, laugh. i dont like heights.

oh, just to let you know, going to the movies are absolutely nothing compared to this. i bet everyone was like "wow" when they stepped into the theater. Everything's so grand.

mersaaa!

Grace, Sarah Lee, Huimin and me.

ahh. this is my tired look. and this is also charles fooling around with the camera. and not giving it back.

oh well. everyone ahould go watch forbidden city (:
goodnight!

2006-09-06T10:44:00.000+08:00

oh boy. I think i just read the longest entry that Charles has ever written on his blog. Mine got busted by the way, but whatever. haha.

I just realised that the timings and dates of the blog are all wrong again. its all screwed up. Its actually september the 7th today.

Anyway, I totally stuffed myself at seoul garden, TP, yesterday; had lunch there with girlfriends. Really really good food. Oh, still havent come close to buying dress for prom night.

Charles and I look super duper spastic in these pictures. But who cares? we had so much fun taking them. hahaaaahah.

Its the time of our lives,

and we love it (:

2006-09-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

Okay, due to a few problems, I'll be using this blog address for a while. well, at least till the whole no blogging fiasco gets forgotten by annoying parents. Adults and our blogs shouldnt mix.

Oh well. Finally had a hair cut today. Total regret. It didnt turn out the way i wanted it to. Its a little too thick on the top and my fringe is plain weird. charles would probably say i look like a mushroom. (it happened the last time round.) LOL. But at least now i dont have to put it in a bun all the time cos it wont sweep the back of my neck in such an annoying way.

Guys are lucky, they have it easy. they dont have to worry about long hair. Heck, they dont even use a comb. They're satisfied running their fingers through their hair or scooping a handful of gel to mould it into place. haha. oh, but those guys that look into every mirror, checking their carefully styled hair are a whole different story.

I got tired of looking at black and white all the time, therefore this new skin is all nice and bright.

oh well. I really have to start doing maths again. someone motivate me please.

2006-09-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

I just gave in to my chocolate cravings. okay, now im guilty. but timeout is so gooood. haha.
And as usual, im the only one insane in my house to be up way past midnight.

cant sleep.

2006-09-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

yay. today was a goood day (:
Im really happy. haha.
I just wish that life-is-good-days happen more often.

Anyway, we saw the Singapore Idols at compass point. I was amazed that people behaved that way. They were like, really crazy man. Espicially when Hady came out. he looked hotter in person by the way, no wonder the girls were screaming and all. It was so freaking noisy and unbelievebly crowded. Oh. you shouldve seen charles. he was excited. *rolls eyes.

haha!

2006-09-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

Joakim's finally out of s'pore idol. no suprise there. its too bad cos he's really cute. haha. Jasmine should really have left though.

so anyway, its so hard to find dresses. nice ones. charles was being such a typical guy. haha. he tried to get out of shopping with me, although he promised.. a long long time ago. He's "tired" for shopping, but nooo, for LAN, he's all pumped up. Whats with guys and video/computer games? Its like they never grow up, seems like that dont want to either. (my dad is living proof). They can play for like 5 hours straight (espicially computer games), and enjoy it. while I, on the other hand, get tired of a game in less than half an hour. espically if i lose. haha.

Everyone's gone to sleep, so the house is dead quiet now. im gonna go hide under my blanket. haha.
seeya in the morning (:

2006-08-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

OMG. I really regret not going to school today. everyone's telling me how fun it was. hmmph. plus, it would have been the last teacher's day celebration.. for like.. ever. now i just need someone to say that it was boring like hell. argh. I hate regreting something ive done. its like a annoying nagging in my head thats telling me how stupid i was. Ahhh, whatever la. whats done cannot be undone.

Anyway. I hope jasmine gets voted out of singapore Idol today. either her or.. joakim. he cant sing for nuts. but i guess his good looks makes up for it. he's cute (:

well. we shall know in half an hour.
seeya.

2006-08-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

Had career seminar the last two days. They made us do mask painting at the end (so that we leave a piece of us behind when we graduate.. supposedly.) cos they'll frame it up. That was fun la. but the rest was so boring. took a hell lot of effort to stay awake.

Anyway, today was 'be yourself day'. I really dont see the whole point of having it. why the hell would girls come to school in heels, ultra short skirts, super short shorts, etc. then go for normal lessons. it makes no sense, they didnt give us half day or anything.
The so-called 'theme' was work clothes, as in, we were supposed to come wearing clothes to do with our future jobs. so i guess those wearing mini skirts and killer heels aspire to be bartenders. some looked like farmers (they were wearing overalls) , others.. professional beach-goers/shoppers. haha. cos they wore shorts and sleeveless tops. The word 'professional' just makes it sound better.
And a few weirdos tried to pull off the gothic look. they really looked weird/scary. just plain wrong la. Oh, there was one in a labcoat too. a budding scientist. haha.
During recess, people watching was so fun. you can actually see everyone like silently Critiquing other's fashion sense.
By the way, to wear our own clothes, we had to donate $1 to charity. and another 50 cents if you wanted to vote for the 'best dressed' girl. wth right. sometimes, the school is pretty smart.
so anyway, only about 6 girls from my class dressed up. Alot of them came form the sec 3s. Most girls (including me) couldnt be bothered.
oh yeah, today was 'fibre day' too. LOL. so everyone got a free granola bar. haha. the things they come up with. im suprised there's no shave your head day or dring only water day. something stupid like that.

oh well. gotta start mugging again. SS results was atrocious. thank god for the september holidays.

2006-08-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today was such a weird-out day, like a whole mix of emotions.
so embaressing. I feel so stupid.

anyway, here's charles fooling around with the camera. looks like all his working out paid off. LOL.

oh yeah.
Today,NICK TURNS EIGHTEEN!! yeah, so happy birthday ! (:
The big EIGHT. now its legal for this lucky guy to

drink
drive ( gonna happen real soon)
watch m18 movies
um.. and a hell lot of other stuff. i just cant remember now.

haha. okay. gonna watch 'life isnt all haha hehe'

2006-08-25T13:58:00.000+08:00

YAY. PRELIMS ARE OVER!!

Finally! now to catch up on lost sleep and take a long long break. plus, its career seminar next monday and tuesday. no lessons, no assembly (: Although.. it ends at 4. oh well.

hmmm. here's a list on what i plan to accomplish by the end of this year.

Finally decide what course to take in poly. (if i ever manage to get in)
Lose weight
Stop wasting time doing useless things. aka, blogging.
Organise my room/life
Get nicer/new clothes
Grow another 10 cm. (impossible much?)
Oh. and lose weight.

(*note the word plan; because this'll probably turn out like one of those lists that gets ignored and forgotten.) hah.

2006-08-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

I hate you, but I love you. Baby, I'm stuck on you.

Im having such a bad day. and the drilling next door is driving me out of my mind. As usual, i couldnt finish writing for literature.

i just came back from lunch at compass. it was fun la. but im so full now.
oh well, wont bore you nice people with my mundane life.

p.s. I like sappy old love songs. so here's one.

p.s.s. here's another one. ahha. i got the lyrics cos i cant find the video.

Dont let me go

So much to say
But where do I start
Would you listen if I spoke from the heart
It's simple things
That keep us apart
You know it doesn't have to be this way

Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

Some people stop
And some people stare
I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care
Should I stay
Should I turn away
Stop playing games now you know it's not fair

Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

You make me think I've got this feeling for you
I've tried so hard, won't you listen to me?
Cause we can make it we can see this through
Let me start by telling you

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

2006-08-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, three more days to go. Three more major papers. . then what?
im really really not keen on receiving my results. and im not even done with prelims yet. ha.

Anyway, Its amazing how much things change in a short ten years. charles brought over this tape today. Apparently, his parents taped down all their voices when they were young. its so hard to believe that the little squeaky, oh-so-adorable five year old was him. i mean, what happened man? haha. now i have to find a way to put the voice here. (charles, this is the part where you freak out)

screaming and whining included (:

2006-08-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

Its sunday again(: which means that physics paper is less then a day away. Charles actually made it on time today. (first time in weeks). But i was late. (also first time in weeks). we managed to get to church on time though... sorta. anyway, when we took the lift down after mass, he leaned back, accidently pushing the emergency button. then he started freaking. hahahha! it was so funny la. he thought it was a ghost. he's paraniod after watching An Anerican Haunting.

see charles? it says here that i should get one too.

You Should Get a Rose Tattoo

Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo.

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Gosh. i did three in a row. talk about wasting my time. hahaa.

P.S. physics = fail science

2006-08-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

Ho hum. im so bored. Oral was not tooo bad. i think the questions and the picture were pretty easy. though i tripped over some words cos i ended up talking too fast. Its a force of nature. haha. yea, anyway. heres some random pictures from long time ago(:

Feast day 05'

i look really stupid here.

This is charles and his npcc games day or something. im not sure.

Baptisim.

ahaha. this was a long time ago. its charles' dream come true.

9th of August:))

2006-08-17T09:20:00.000+08:00

okay. im feeling a little nervous right now. O Level oral's in about 5 hours. im positive im going to die with anxiety in the holding room. i so do not work well under pressure. and having two exminers aint helping at all.
anyway, Bio paper yesterday was stupid. mainly cos i dont know what the hell they were talking about.

okay, gotta go meet girlfriends in school for lunch. and study toooo.
lets get this damm thing over and done with.

2006-08-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

omg. i still cant believe that charles got a tattoo. the whole feeling havent sunk in yet. couldnt concentrate on my prelims today la. kept imaging him screaming in pain or yelling at the guy while i was writing at that point of time. haha. GOSH! its gonna remain on his arm for the rest of his life! I thought he was kidding, like always. and I didnt expect it to be so.. big. the good thing is that nowadays tattoos are pretty common. and that his is a religious one, not like some dragon or flashy snake.

actually, its kinda nice la. i reaaaly dont know why or how he managed to do it, since he doesnt like needles. dont you feel a sense of satisfaction charles? you finally did it. i know you liking this! now can act tough and all. *rolls eyes.

anyway, i just came back from church. so late already. thank god tomorro's paper is only English, and the best thing is that it starts at 9. couldnt do maths and totally screwed SS paper up today, cos none of the topics i studied for came out.

night y'all :) p.s. tattoos are painful! and SO permanant.

2006-08-13T08:55:00.000+08:00

Its 8.30 right now and im waiting. and waiting. Guys are NEVER early. and to think girls are the only ones. *scoffs. my darling seems to always be late on sundays. lovable quality. anyway, now he's so bent on getting a tattoo. (which im not really in favour of) and theres usually no way he'll change his mind once its set on something, so i dont know why he bothers asking me. haha. okay, gtg to church now. cya.

2006-08-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

what a week! so much to do, so little time. but right now im loving the long long weekend. no school for me today :) Charles and I celebrated our anniversary on wed. yes, on national day. time really flies man, 365 days. wow. and charles was so excited. at 4.30 am, the joker was still awake. and disturbing me. yeah anyway, here's some pictures.

suprise banner. he's not much of an artist. hahha. but its a sweet thought (:

nick!
girlfriends (:

fun fun.
i'll upload the rest another time :) overall, it was a memorable anniversary la. it was something different from all the other months. we've finally hit the big 1 year mark. now thats an accomplishment! night, loves.

2006-08-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

I felt as if today was like a dream. but its not exactly a good dream, it was more nightmare-ish. and the bad thing is that i know it isnt a dream. it was a really really bad feeling that kept me tensed the whole damm day. like a little annoying voice at the back of my mind that wont shut up. heh. basically it was a weird day la. argh. Sometimes small, insignificant decisions can lead to tremendous complications. dont you agree?

2006-07-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

prelim timetable's out. and damm, its in 2 weeks. its been a exhausting week, after tomorro then its the monday blues again. school is so not fun right now.

anyway, did some studying with grace toady and went over to watch charles' ninjado grading. the sparring was like, woah. and it looked really painful. some girl knocked her head on the ground, charles' wrist got sprained, badly :( and the guy charles was sparring with had a bloody mouth. no, seriously. as in bleeding. talk about violent. i am not in favour of such stuff. haha. okay. gtg, so sleepyyyy. night!

2006-07-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

No promises

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like Im in heaven, feeling high
I dont want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like Im in heaven, feeling high
I dont want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I dont want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I dont wanna run away, I dont wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

-shane ward (:

2006-07-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

A little fame for charlieB today. haha! here's more: http://www.stomp.com.sg/stink/mom_vidz.html and http://www.stomp.com.sg/stink/spill_inthegame_ninja.html
class was so funny today. at least something was interesting. we were laughing like mad when we got the papers la. then Merissa ran up and scribbled "EVERYONE TURN TO PAGE 4 OF 'IN'. LOOK AT NINJA BOYS" on the board. i thought that was hilarious. ahahhaha. loves!

2006-07-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

today's entry will have no complaints. everything's goood, except the studying part. ergh. okay. tired, sleeepy, too lazy to blog. seeyaaaaaa.

2006-07-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

those were the good times (:

yaahh. random post.

2006-07-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

Mersaaa!! ahahahhahahahahahhaaahh

2006-07-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

these few days have been so eventful man. there's so much going on; couldnt concentrate on anything at all. worte a hell lot of rubbish for the history test today, made up stuff to fill the paper and changed history quite a bit. haha. woulnt that be great? going back and changing the past. life would be sooo much better. or if i had that universal remote in the movie CLICK. yeaaah. that'll be great. fast foward shouting mum, slowing down hot guy walking by and rewind when charles makes a fool of himself; so i can laugh again. and again. haaaa.

its really a small world and an even smaller singapore. and sometimes concidence is not good. idiots turn up where you least expected. we are SO running out of space. oh. and why cant they make footpaths wider?! then no one would have to 'knock' into each other. it'll save alot, i repeat ALOT of trouble.

well. we watched pirates of the caribbean today. three way sword fights, giant sea monster, gross looking pirates, orlando bloom and more olando bloom. and Johnny depp of course! But it was a action comedy that lasted too long. it was really funny; but sitting there for 2 hours, it got boring. and not to mention, this girl beside me was so annoying. she practically watched the whole movie with her hand over her mouth, gasping at every fighting scene, which was like, the entire show. haha. and she kept knocking my elbow off the armrest. wth.

ok. gtg now. nighhhtttt :)

2006-07-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

when everything starts going out of control and you have no idea what to do, except watch helplessly. That'll just rip your heart out.

2006-07-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

Dont you just hate it when the damm compter hangs. i swear, it must be the most annoying thing in the whole world. argh. im bored bored boreeeddd nowwww. There's SS test tml, and erm, maths i think. bummer. i dont feel like studying. we went swimming again todaaay. funfunfun. oh. and ONE TREE HILL is baaackkkk!! well, soon anyway :)

2006-07-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

been one week since last update. haa. so little time so much to do; 24 hours a day is never enough. Spent the afternoon studying with vanny, now it feels like someone reached inside my poor head and squeezed my brain. argh. work overload.

okay, enough with the pathetic whining. yesterday was almost perfect. a little patience really goes a long way. well, thats what i feel. and a little understanding too (:

last night was creepy. i woke up at like 3.33am at night cos my dumb dog was scratching the bedroom door. i was actually afraid to open the door for fear of what i may see on the other side. it was freaking 3 am plus man. like emily rose. scaarrryyy. such a wuss. haha. cos there was thunder and lightning too. guess my dog's not the only one afraid. hah. but i opened it anyway. didnt have the heart to poor pepper outside. WHY the hell am i blogging about this?! this just proves that my life is so uneventful.

oh well. i love love love rain. just not the thunder. the feeling. oh so perfect. hahhahaha. cant wait for a month more!

2006-07-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

no school todayyyyy! well. the weekend was pretty uneventful. aka; boring. and i just changed the tagboard. now its white and greeen. i like. hahha. randomness. anyway. here's some pictures we took at raphael's house.

sweetheart :)

think raf shook the cam. now there's funny lights.

like shutter. oooo. haha.

candid shot. we look stupid.

oh. and this is charles acting stupid.

oh yea. last thursday we had our english prelim oral. total disaster. my mind was totally blank when we got to the conversation part. i coulndnt think of anything so i made up my facts but they came out all wrong. she probably thinks im some stuttering fool. haha. then on friday, went out with grace, huimin and shannon. good times. hah. okayy. gtg. loves :)

2006-06-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

hey yall. school was boring. with mass lecture going on and whatnot. we got a new timetable so now they scheduled tests for us almost everyday for the next month or so. AND the best part is setting up the damm tables and chairs everytime single time we go to the stuffy, stuffy hall. such stupidity.

anyway. went to compass yeaterday to study with vanny. haha. hilarious vanny. but we got to go some serious studying man. yay for us. oh, and cookies and cream ice cream milk shake is gooooood.

okay. gtg. seeya.

2006-06-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

lovethis! :)

For you i will.

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do
To get through to you

-teddy geiger

2006-06-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

The sweethearts of my family;

I love them to bits!!

Liza darling :)
and dayna darling :)

oh. they're my cousins by the way. haa.

man. back to school tml. sad much. but im gonna work super hard from now on. yes! studyyyy!!!!

2006-06-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

AHH! such madness last night!

hahhaa. Us girls went to the youth gone wild concert yesterday. finally some excitement. the crowd was wild. okay; let pictures do the talking here. oh, and Ronin freaking rocked.

us after the concert. sticky, sweaty, tired. urgh.
haha. but it was fun la.
okay, gotta run. bye!

2006-06-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello. been so movie-marathon-y for the past few days. haahh. movies are good, but too many justs turns you into a couch potato. so much for cramming. lol. killed most of my afternoon time with my butt glued to the sofa. argh. tml's already friday. cant believe that its already back to school next week. bummer. anyway. went to scc with charles again today. funfun :)

ohwell. sighh. life is boring. and im in a delimma.